【The Origin of Suffering 希求解脱】state of the intermediate being 结生的过程 I
【The Origin of Suffering】- state of the intermediate being
[If it is to be born female, it turns away from the woman and desires the man, wanting to lie with him. If it is to be born male, it turns away from the man and desires the woman, wanting to lie with her. [247] ]
It says this. What this is saying is that when you actually see the parents lying together, you will first see two people. But later on, eh, you will feel, "No!" You will become one of them. Just like that.If you are going to become a woman, you will feel that you have replaced the mother. You will first resent the mother that you have seen. If you are to be reborn as male, then for the father, you will feel resentful. You will hope that he does not exist. You will want to replace him. This is how you will be thinking.
SOURCE 来源 :
77A 20’38” Vol 10 of Master Jih-Chang’s Discourse P154 L4
English Lamrim Vol 1 P312
日常师父法语📡77A 20’38” 手抄稿第10册P154 L4
希求解脱 : 结生的过程 I
【此复若当为女，欲令母离，贪与父会，若当生男，便欲父离，贪与母会。】
说这个，这种说法，就是说实际上呢那个时候你去看见那个父母交会的时候，先是你看见两个人，到后来，欸，你觉得：“不！”你变成其中的一个人，就是这样。如果说你是个女的话，你觉得替代了这个母身，所以你先就厌恶这个你所看见的母亲。反证的话，你会对这个说你自己的父亲，对他有怨，不希望他存在，就是说你自己要取代他那种感觉，就是心里想。